Between Me and HIM

When I was young, they always say that I have to pray..With pray, I can talk to HIM, to my GOD..And I pray..
When I'm adult, I still keep my pray..Still keep believing..
When I'm grown up, I lost my faith..I stop my pray..So, I stop talking to HIM..

When I was young, I always pray for my mom..
wish to keep her in health..
wish to keep her from bad..

When I'm adult, pray is not the priority..
But I keep to pray..
Say thanks for something good..
And "judge" HIM for something bad..
But I keep believing..
Even never seeing..

When I'm grown up..
I lost everything..
I lost my faith..
I stop to pray..
I don't want talk to HIM..

Days by days..
Years by years..
Has passed away..

Happy outside..
Empty inside..
Try to look back where it start..

Now realize that I was wrong..

He always know..
what I want..
what the best..
what the worst..

All I have to do..
Is just ASK HIM..

He touched me with gently..
No need words..
No need anything..

Just have to believing..
even without seeing..