My Prayer

God,
U know my heart..
U know my life..
U know me better than anyone else in this world..

U know who I loved,
U know who I hated,
U know all those people in my life..

U give me strength, to pass all my bad days
U give me hope, when I felt there is no hope in everywhere..
U give me love, when I felt no one loves me like I want..
U always around me, when I felt I need u..
U still beside me, even sometimes I forget about u..

U hold my hands,
U hug me tights,
To comfort me,
To show that u love me..

God,
Thank you for everything that u have done to me
Thank you for always being near me and never leave me
Thank you for all the glory that happen to me
Thank you, Lord..

God,
I know I'm bad,
I know I'm not good at all

When I saw my life,
I realize that I makes u cry
When I live my life,
I hurt ur heart million times

Sorry God,
For everything I've done
Sorry God,
I always let u down..

Sorry God..

God,
Help me to be better in ur ways..
For every single days..
For every single moments..
For every single times..

Help me God,

Amen..

-m-

Between Me and HIM

When I was young, they always say that I have to pray..With pray, I can talk to HIM, to my GOD..And I pray..
When I'm adult, I still keep my pray..Still keep believing..
When I'm grown up, I lost my faith..I stop my pray..So, I stop talking to HIM..

When I was young, I always pray for my mom..
wish to keep her in health..
wish to keep her from bad..

When I'm adult, pray is not the priority..
But I keep to pray..
Say thanks for something good..
And "judge" HIM for something bad..
But I keep believing..
Even never seeing..

When I'm grown up..
I lost everything..
I lost my faith..
I stop to pray..
I don't want talk to HIM..

Days by days..
Years by years..
Has passed away..

Happy outside..
Empty inside..
Try to look back where it start..

Now realize that I was wrong..

He always know..
what I want..
what the best..
what the worst..

All I have to do..
Is just ASK HIM..

He touched me with gently..
No need words..
No need anything..

Just have to believing..
even without seeing..

TerSENYUMlaahhh.. (^___^)

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun hati mu galau
dan hidup mu kacau..

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun jiwa mu hampa
dan terasa tak ada

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun banyak rintangan
yang terus menghadang

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun kau jatuh
dan terluka..

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun kau tak mampu bertahan
dan tak mampu menahan..

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun kau tersesat
dan sendirian..

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun berat
dan kau tak mampu melangkah..

TerSENYUMlah..
Meskipun diri mu bergetar
dan air mata mu keluar..

Tetap terSENYUMlah..
karna hanya dengan SENYUM..
diri mu sadar dan tau..
kalau kau akan baik-baik saja..

TerSENYUMlah..
*(^_______^)*